I’m so tired. I’m drained. I feel guilty for things I’ve unintentionally done. I feel just done. Over it all. I just want to curl up in a dark hole and just be left. I’d rather stay alone, bottled up. Floating on my own. I feel like i no longer positive impacts on anyone’s life anymore. I feel more like a temporary stepping stool. Temporary. Temporary light, guidance, peace. All of that temporary. Then i become a burden, an inconvenience, an annoyance, something to resent…. it’s so draining, this temporary feeling.